I got the results of my MRI back today. my rotator cuff is torn and has been for 10 years so a lot of scar tissue has built up around the tendons. fortunately, the tendons haven’t torn completely off the bone, so the doc doesn’t think surgery is necessary. instead he recommended something called platelet rich plasma therapy, where they separate the platelets from my blood and then inject that directly into the tendons to stimulate regrowth. he said that most of his patients report a 60-80% reduction in pain.
even if I had a 50% reduction in pain I’d be invincible. I’m really excited to try this procedure (I hope it’s covered because if not it’ll probably be equivalent to a term’s tuition…). I’ve had chronic pain for so long it’s difficult to imagine what a pain-free existence is like but for the first time in ages I’m beginning to feel hopeful that I might actually live without constant pain.
that would be amazing.
Robin Williams didn’t die form suicide. I only just heard the sad, sad news of Robin Williams’s death. My wife sent me a message to tell me he had died, and, when I asked her what he died from, she told me something that nobody in the news seems to be talking about.
When people die from cancer, their cause of death can be various horrible things – seizure, stroke, pneumonia – and when someone dies after battling cancer, and people ask “How did they die?”, you never hear anyone say “pulmonary embolism”, the answer is always “cancer”. A Pulmonary Embolism can be the final cause of death with some cancers, but when a friend of mine died from cancer, he died from cancer. That was it. And when I asked my wife what Robin Williams died from, she, very wisely, replied “Depression”.
The word “suicide” gives many people the impression that “it was his own decision,” or “he chose to die, whereas most people with cancer fight to live.” And, because Depression is still such a misunderstood condition, you can hardly blame people for not really understanding. Just a quick search on Twitter will show how many people have little sympathy for those who commit suicide…
But, just as a Pulmonary Embolism is a fatal symptom of cancer, suicide is a fatal symptom of Depression. Depression is an illness, not a choice of lifestyle. You can’t just “cheer up” with depression, just as you can’t choose not to have cancer. When someone commits suicide as a result of Depression, they die from Depression – an illness that kills millions each year. It is hard to know exactly how many people actually die from Depression each year because the figures and statistics only seem to show how many people die from “suicide” each year (and you don’t necessarily have to suffer Depression to commit suicide, it’s usually just implied). But considering that one person commits suicide every 14 minutes in the US alone, we clearly need to do more to battle this illness, and the stigmas that continue to surround it. Perhaps Depression might lose some its “it was his own fault” stigma, if we start focussing on the illness, rather than the symptom. Robin Williams didn’t die from suicide. He died from Depression*. It wasn’t his choice to suffer that.