tw weight, food, disordered eating
lorisidae I don’t wanna gain 1000 lbs lol. maybe ten. but not really.
fannypakistan I don’t eat dairy. I need some vegan protein thing. problem is, when I consume extra calories, I exercise more to burn them off…
lady-lutra I want to gain it in muscle, I’m just not having any luck. I don’t have the means to lift heavy (aka $$$ for gym/weights). Instead I’m probably losing muscle (along with fat) from running.
caracaracara I don’t know which is worse: pregnancy or not weighing enough. I feel like one is a lot easier to handle physically and mentally.
I just wish people would stop talking about it. I know it’s one thing to get it from my doctor, but when it becomes the only thing people see about me, it makes it really hard to focus on anything else. Weight and food are so present in my mind all the time, and the constant barrage of comments from those around me only solidifies those thoughts.